I had the weirdest dream ever last night. 

amongthefree:

Okay I was in a car full of people, one of them was Robert Sheehan. And one was my mum for some reason.

We were driving to someone’s wedding and it was pretty much a road trip through forests and shit.

For some weird reason that I don’t even know, I apparently had Robert Sheehans baby. It was weird, it didn’t look like a baby, it looked like a mini version of him.. and then one of my friends in the car had some other dudes baby and it was the same thing.

I was like AWW SAH COOT.

Then we got to the hotel and it was the coolest elevator ever it was like solid gold and marble. I assume I was in a relationship with Robert. I assume.

I didn’t hate it.

REBLOGGING MYSELF FROM LIKE 6 MONTHS AGO.

I DONT EVEN REMEMBER THIS OMG

I just want a nice girl that I can bring home and be proud of. 

A girl that I would call beautiful, and that I would tell her that truthfully.

A girl that is funny, has the same weird humour as me.

A girl that gets along with my family, even though we’re so dysfunctional.

A girl that I have things in common with.

A girl I can show off to my friends, and that gets along with them, just fits in perfectly with my friends and I.

A girl that I love.

A girl that loves me back.

I thought it looked cool.

So last weekend when I was being escorted to the airport by 2 really nice cops, 

I started asking them questions and they happily answered because they knew how crappy my morning was.

I asked them if they liked being a cop. They said yes.

I asked if they eat donuts a lot. They laughed, and said no and that I should tell all my friends that it seems to be only in America that that happens andthey don’t do that.

I asked if they got to use their tasers yet. One smiled and said “Unfortunately, no.” the other said no as well, but told me that he had the opportunity to use it about a month ago but there were heaps of cops surrounding the guy and he didn’t want to hit a co-worker with his taser.

I asked if they’d ever let kids use tasers on idiots who have been brought into the cop shop like in the Hangover. They laughed a lot at that and said that they wish they could but no.

It was funny :)

You know,  

I used to post a lot of things saying how ugly I think I am and stuff.

But I don’t anymore.

Its not because I think I’m pretty now, because I don’t.

Its because everytime I used to express myself and talk about how badly I thought of myself, I’d be called an attention whore or things along the lines of that. 

Even though I wasn’t. I wasn’t looking for someone to tell me how pretty they think I am and how much its all in my head.

No, I was just expressing what I thought of myself, what I still do think of myself. 

Why are people so judgemental?

I don’t even know how I got this head cold 

I have like no human interaction ever.

Damn, I found a really good talent agent, but they only take new people from Feb- May. 

Fml.

Quinn, early in season 2: “This year’s about me.” End of season 2: “I just want somebody to love me” 

“Glee star Mark Salling has revealed that he is deeply interested in birds. Phew! We thought we might have another Kirk and Blaine situation.

Oh wait… not that sort of bird.”

Kirk and Blaine

Kirk and Blaine
Kirk and Blaine
Kirk and Blaine

ITS KURT. Why does no one get this right?

In this one ad break I’ve seen the ad for the Glee Live 3D Movie, I squeaked both times. 

I’m just so damn excited to see it!

I wonder if its going to come out on dvd or not. I freaking hope so.

I’m watching the episode of Glee where Rachel and Finn throw the competition so that Sam and Quinn win so they can ultimately win Nationals. 

too bad they wrecked their chances anyway 

I had never seen this video until now and I am tearing up that something like this could happen. 

Whenever I hear “Don’t Stop Believin’” I always get goosebumps. Because that was the beginning of it all, it reminds me of 2 years ago when I was so excited to see this new show called “Glee”, if someone in the room spoke while it was on, even in that first episode, I’d shush them because I already knew that it would be such a great show and didn’t want to miss a thing. Now, two years on, these unknown people from this new tv show are world renowned, winners of highly acclaimed awards, and so many other things, and I was there the whole way through and I’m so proud of each and every single one of them. No matter when or where I hear “Don’t Stop Believin’” a huge smile spreads across my face and goosebumps appear across my skin because these people have changed my life. 

Exactly, the downfall of it. That’s what I’m terrified of. I’ve heard how great it makes you feel, etc. How happy you are, how great you feel all the time. But then when it goes to shit, it sucks. I don’t want to feel heartbreak again, I honestly don’t know if its worth it.

Its hard to embrace it when I’m terrified of the outcome of all relationships. Honestly about 90% of couples I know, have broken up. Including my parents, and my dad’s parents. I’ve seem them so happy then it turns to shit, and it seems as though out of nowhere and I’m terrified of being left alone in the world after feeling that closeness with someone.